Day in and out, there’s not a moment I’m not working around kids. Being a mom is a given; writing a kids curriculum is an assignment; preparing for and leading kids worship is a role; the rest, from grocery to attending lifegroups, I bring the kids along. I’d share a little about those in a while, but first, a testimony of God’s faithfulness.
Last summer, I was invited to teach preschool in VBS. I readily gave a yes since I’m bringing the kids anyway. Actually the invitation was to assist, but after I agreed, they changed it to main teaching, haha. :> It was a tiring, wonderful experience. It paved the way too for my entry to the KiddiePointe Ministry. But after a month, I talked to the Coordinator and asked for a reassignment, haha. Not that I can’t, but it wasn’t my best area. I saw there were others who can possibly do better than me, without sweat. I volunteered to handle the Worship Time instead. They agreed. That same night, I received a text from our pastor asking me to prayerfully consider being the next Kids Ministry Director. Whoah! That was big, Lord. Unexpectedly big. Passion-wise, I’d easily say no. There was just no burden, never once crossed my mind. But the craving-for-ministry me crept in. Maybe this was God’s direction after all. And so I seriously considered. I asked God to confirm it in three ways: that both Tris and kuya Roy (our Director in Windsong) will agree, and that He’d speak clearly through His Word. When due time came for me to decide, God’s faithfulness bookmarked 1 Kings 12 for His answer. The invitation was to unite the ministry and walk alongside the church’s vision. The Word opened to Rehoboam mustering the whole house of Judah and stop the dividing kingdom. God spoke through Shemaiah and sent them home. It was an order not to go. I called Kuya Roy next and he thought it was far from my ministry concentration being under Windsong. He added that the required weekends in church would tie me up from serving the bigger Body and eat up my time during the week in preparation. Tris echoed the same sentiment re sked, but his was more taking our family time. T’was undoubtedly a unanimous vote. And so I did the NO letter, and was back to square one asking ‘where to’, hehe :>
Meantime, I’m still the homeschool mom. RIlian already finished his first books on English, Phonics, Math and Science. Kjaran’s alphabet and numbers were accomplishments too. We’re still very much considering regular school especially because of RIlian’s social issues. He’s extremely an introvert like me, hahaha. We thought he’d improve being in Kiddiepointe, but he’s so much the same, even pulling Kjaran to isolation. Please pray with us, in case, for the best school for them here.
The Kids Music Curriculum has been slowly moving. I finished the first draft of manuscript last May, but after the consultation, I had to revise the whole thing. But I praise God for the expertise of Ate Lissa Cortes-Cumpio in helping me out. She’s likewise finishing her masteral thesis around the same theme, and she’s God-sent to encourage me that I’m not alone in doing this. Her excellence is a big inspiration too. Another amazing thing is the commitment of a Chinese church in Bacolod to first try the material next summer. It’s a whole mix of stress and excitement, faith and diligence. Please, please pray with me.
Last here is leading Kiddiepointe Worship. 2004 in CCF-Alabang was the last time I handled kids worship. It’s just funny how I had to gather my own notes, the ones I taught in Musaic Conference and the last GCF C.E. Convention, and be its student. It was God’s way too of revising the material for the nth time. And as always with kids, there’s no guarantee that because it worked last Sunday, it will pull them again the second time. It’s pride-breaking to my years in ministry. Creativity, hardwork, not even charisma can force them to worship. Not by might, nor by power, but all by God’s Spirit. So humbling!